PlumRoses & Thorn

Assalamualaikum..

My first blog...hehe. Masih blur2 apa nk tulis kt blog ni. Tp memandangkan waktu yg boring dan hujan lebat mcm ni plus lagi xtau nk wat ape tulisje la ape2 sini. Lagipun blog ni bukan nk dipromote kt sape2 pun..jd tmpat tuk hilang boring je.

Sempat lg ni nk wish Selamat Hari Raya kt sape2 yg trbaca blog ni...haha. Selamat Ari raya smua.
Ingat nk start pose tp xsempat2 lg..nape ntah. Kes malas ler nih...da kena tunggu 6hari lg kalu nk start pose. Buang masa sungguh la rase. Harp2 smpat pose 6hari dlm bulan syawal ni.

After raya ni mood aku down sungguhler..nape ntah. Bulan pose punyela smangat . Tp lps raye ni mcm hilang abes mood...sampaila arini baru rase ada life balik. Mcm kena sedut je all the happiness..cam kena kiss kt dementor dlm citer heri potter. Alhamdulillah lps amek cuti smalam dan sampai 'waktu nye'...normal la balik. HArap2nye tak jd lagi mcm ni....kalau xde mood skali pun xmau lagi sampai tahap ni. Mau sakit jiwa rase. haha...

But I realize I cannot blame others for what I feel...There must be something that I should learn more. About the familyhood relationship, friendship...love things or whatever, it depends on ourself to conduct the way it is. Sometimes I feel really regret n dissappointed but I also admit nothing I can do by bringing this feeling to them...no matter what happen, xmungkin sampai nk putus hubungan wpun sakit hati. bak kata pepatah mlayu la..sbb kite org mlayu..'Air dicincang takkan putus'. Ntahler..harapnya.

So today as I become normal, then I should think positively towards what i'm gonna do next. Really hope that my application to further master degree will be accepted. he..that will bring some cheers to me really. Insyaallah.

ni aku amek dari buku 'La Tahzan' :

"Seorang yg bertindak perlahan
terkadang dapat mencapai tujuannya
Org yg tergesa-gesa
kadang-kadang mengalami ketergelincir"

Buatla apepun..janji niat betul dan cara pun betul..Insyaalah.